Labels: [Categories], [Sadness And Surrender]
[extract:]"It's what's left till the end, till the curtain falls down:
To erase all the luck, like it's none but the noun -
Ad Infinitum, my dear, that's how long we will stay
Bound together in silence, glued together with clay..."
2][25/03 - All Of My Pain][2007]
[extract:]"Pretenders, Centurions and all of you lost:
Once life is over, I'll haunt thee as ghost -
Fairies and Witches, all the children of lie:
Feel all my pain, you'll inhale my last sigh..."
3][All Bridges][2007]
[extract:]"All bridges fell down,
Cutting the town,
Judging the Crown,
Stripping the gown."
4][Bitter One You Are | Unforgiven][2006]
[extract:]"I came back, I shouldn't have
Damned shouldn't return from hell
And I hate - what we are -
But such a bitter one you are..."
5][Black Friday][2003]
[extract:]"Black you are,
Black, this night
Black too far
Black - is right."
6][Broken Mirror][2006]
[extract:]"Broken glass and solemn letters -
She falls down and her soul shatters..."
7][Burned-Down Field][2006]
[extract:]"Look - our love - it wants to fly,
Look - this field - it won't have weed,
Look - it's me - it's my last sigh,
Look - it's us - it's all we need...
Look - it's love - this burned-down field..."
8][Dancing With Demian][2003]
[extract:]"And all I remember
Is meeting The Biggest Pretender,
He spelled prophecy tender:
- "Dancing with Demian.""
9][Dead Like Me][2006]
[extract:]"I'm walking lonely miles whenever -
I'll think whatever of just whoever -
I'm the one that you can't see,
Searching for those dead like me."
10][Fear Of Heights][2006]
[extract:]"You are reaching toward my Soul,
You ask of me to give it so whole,
You lift me up beyond the twilights,
But you can't feel my fear of heights..."
11][For All This Time][2005]
[extract:]"It's me who's cursed to bring You up
-I’m loosing it, and it comes up,
No need for Durst to fix You up:
You're breaking up – I'm breaking stuff!"
12][From Where We Are Now][2009]
[extract:]"From where I am now, this day is mocking at me,
Don't know if I'm right or if you would agree,
But we were a good thing in the world of defeat,
I've never once tricked you, my favorite treat."
13][How Surprising][2004]
[extract:]"How much different it can shock me:
Secret keeper, midnight walker
In this town where you have locked me,
In your dreams where I'm the stalker."
14][I Know You][2007]
[extract:]"You're going,
I'll follow,
Not knowing
love hollow,
You want me,
I know you,
I'll haunt thee
to show you..."
15][I'm Calling No More][2009]
[extract:]"I've called you last night to say I was dying,
You've sent me to Hell, then said I was lying..."
16][I Once Wrote You A Poem][2007]
[extract:]"I once wrote you a poem and it came talking to me
It spoke of all the things we ever wanted to be
I looked up at the moon and it was leaning to me
It whispered the words that needed a poem to be..."
17][I Shiver, I Cry][2004]
[extract:]"I bury myself in my work, in my books,
Whispers I hear from the Demons of Lie:
"Set one tear, now nobody looks!"
I set it, I hold it; I shiver, I cry..."
18][If][2004]
[extract:]"Bad rhymes on paper tonight I’d burn
If You’d just look back, if You’d return –
You could walk down through that alley,
I’d look for words, You’d say just "Shall we?""
19][I'm Giving You That][2008]
[extract:]"Maybe
Maybe
So whate
I do my time for a rhyme
20][It's Been A While It's Been A Year][2004]
[extract:]"It’s been a while, it’s been a year,
And deeper than Nile, a feeling unsure –"
21][Just Rewind It][2005]
[extract:]"Just rewind it, let go on the pause,
It's hidden in-there in the rhythm we lost,
Just play it again and let it go on,
Listen once more and you can move on..."
22][Let My Heart Go][2007]
[extract:]"Are we wiser from where we are now?
Were we that surprised by being in love?
Could you just say it, now after it all,
Could you listen, or whisper you know..."
23][Longing][2007]
[extract:]"This grown woman, so eager - she just wants to go hunting,
But little girl that you loved - she's still dreaming enchanted -
I am torn in this waiting, this Spirit grows just too large
I can punish myself, but know that I'm no longer in charge..."
24][Maybe][2006]
[extract:]"Maybe I need nice word or two
Maybe I need my own world -
So don't you act like I'm not here
Don't you do that when I'm near -"
25][Meaning][2004]
[extract:]"I can see Past is leaving, dragging it's tail,
All the months and the hours - they drag as a snail,
I'm feeling so down - as down as can be:
It's all passing by, meaning nothing to me..."
26][Missing...][2006]
[extract:]"If you could just see how quite I am -
If you could just feel how silent I am -
And this silence is killing when I know you can't sleep
And you know how I miss you, and love you too deep..."
27][My Beautiful Sunday][2006]
[extract:]"Oh my beautiful, beautiful Sunday,
Never the sun has shined into your way -
Never the right way, never on that day
Never I needed to say you are my day..."
28][No, I Am Not Mad][2007]
[extract:]"No, I am not mad... I know this feeling too well
Sadness it's called, and you just sent me to Hell -
You mock at my tears, you step on my Soul
I'm supposed to be happy... didn't you know?"
29][No Need][2004]
[extract:]"There's no need for this poem -
There's no need for this lie -
Cursed to see you all over again,
My Heart's preparing to die..."
30][Only Because][2005]
[extract:]"Only because you left me there standing
- Don't think that still standing I am..."
31][Pinned][2006]
[extract:]"Never forget it, never regret it - together we'll map it:
Signed by lost children of love who are right here and at it -
We came from same womb - given birth by same feel
We are mapped like emotions and we die as we heal."
32][Randomness Of You And Me][2007]
[extract:]"Can I be strong? I just remembered you killing me...
You tried to reject me, but you were just thrilling me -
Your clothes all over the floor - is as far as you got
With all words that got spoken and all that were not..."
33][Red Moon Tonight][2004]
[extract:]"The Moon tonight was vain like You,
Once ignored-I well-known Truth,
And what Stars could – I might've, too:
Once called "Poet", now I'm mute."
34][Rome][2007]
[extract:]"No, Centurion's never what I wanted to be,
But - "Rome to Caesar - this to me...?""
35][Sadness From Within][2007]
[extract:]"Your divine smile echoes in the darkness of my halls
I close my eyes to dream of shadowed part of Soul's -
And the Orchestra of Macabre plays the solo violin
I embrace what's left of us, the Sadness from Within..."
36][Sands Of Us][2007]
[extract:]"I'm still hiding behind the climax of my past,
I'm building up the castle, that won't ever last;
Like a little sand-house, made just for you and me,
Where we can run and hide, where we'll forever be..."
37][Sealed By The Screams][2006]
[extract:]"I was screaming at you just so you could hear
I hit you and hurt you just so you could feel
How much I need you, and how much I bleed
And how much I'm worth for all that I need -
(How much you're worth and how much I need...)"
38][Shipping Away From The Bottle][2007]
[extract:]"Lost in the open with no shores to hug this damn sea
I scream but it echoes from the rocks I can't reach
Salty air burns my eyes and I lose the power to see
Till now all my sadness was just a figure of speech..."
39][Simply, It Hurts][2007]
[extract:]"Simply, it hurts, and that's when I can no longer stand
All those stupid voices that say how they understand,
It's not worth your compassion, don't you ask me about it,
It's just craving for silence, I hate your stories about it."
40][Split][2006]
[extract:]"This half I am - it has to leave,
This half has life it needs to live...
The other one, still just too weak's,
It needs to dream of love it seeks... "
41][Still][2007]
[extract:]"Still - fading echo takes me down,
Still no escape from this damn town -
You're still a whisper in my heart
While cupid misses, playing darts..."
42][This Afternoon I Called You][2007]
[extract:]"This afternoon I rang you, had to hear you through the wire -
All Devils played with me, but you sounded just so tired...
Did I step into sweet dreams? Did I wake you from the sleep?
Your breathing was too short, your voice severe and deep..."
43][To Riddler][2005]
[extract:]"I asked you once how to stop the tears,
I was blinded, locked away in fears,
You were near – you could almost hear me cry,
They broke my wings – they left me there to die."
44][To The Greatest Pretender][2003]
[extract:]"My no Poem's speaking of You
And no God will stand above You
And no Man will know I saw You
And no Soul like mine will know You..."
45][Under My Tongue][2007]
[extract:]"Just one sting of grace - it's made by angels above
It's the feeling redeemed by sterile needle of love..."
46][Velvet Fog][2002]
[extract:]"Velvet Fog has filled the room,
Black walls spelling words of Doom..."
47][Wine Seraph][2006]
[extract:]"Lost in vineyard miles with sweet aroma and odor
Never was I wise, but my wine is always sour -
Caught up in the vines, I'm not the one who chokes
Caught up in the night, wine just my thoughts provokes..."
48][You Said][2007]
[extract:]"You said how I can't see -
then be me blind;
You said you need to be -
then let me hide..."
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[last edit: 10/02/09]
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